Okay so hey,today Shuhadda & Saiyuan went to my house to wait for me to get ready & change. Our actual plan was to go to Bpp but it was raining heavily so we just went to Cwp. Bought sushi & a folder. HAHAHA wtf,bumped in Yuhao & some of my pri sch friends. Sorry I forgotten some of their names. Anyway had fun walking around Cwp. So yeah byebyebyebyebye i wanna eat shit before I sleep

Sorry,I've moved to http://www.shazl-naa.tumblr.com ♥
I'll not be updated this blog that often,hehe thank you byebye

So hey,i just got back from school & its now like 3.11pm ?! Okay wtf,im not suppose to be home this early. Anw had our band performance & it kinda s**k. Sj was kinda dissapointed in somebody. Well its his fault anw. Me & Syaf was like running up & down changing clothes & all that. Aft the performance & everything,went to ljs w Yus,Mars,K'chong & S'yuan to eat. So yes I was sort of feeling bored & at the same time pissed w somebody. But hell life still goes on. So then Syaf went off w Ashqn & Shud. Didnt wanna follow haha too lazy. They wanted to go swimming ! Just imagine that hahahahahahahha hell no I dont wanna get more sunburns. Lame2,only my pantat white ha hu ha hu.

So I wasnt myself today. I was feeling awkward & disguisted. Why cant 2 friends be close ? Then you expect me to go right up her/his face & say " Look I dont wanna be friends w you cos your a girl/guy.". Fuck right ya then omgwtf I just remembered! Theres band tmr! Oh noooooooooo,aiya heck just go hahahahaha it'd be awesome trust me. Yeah right -..- I wanna go do something more interesting than blogging. Bye im going to my tumblr hahahahahaha

HAHA i look dumb in the pic up there & my hair looks short -..- okay nevermind,forget bout it. Hair will grow hair will grow hahaha. Im finding a way to update both my tumblr & (this blog). Okay so today I wasnt in the mood for anything. I was kinda pissed at everyone & everything. But of course hahaha I was covering my face w smiles & everything. And yeah that explains why this post is so fake hu hu hu ^^ Okay,band will start tmr. OMGWTH! I thought got break a long long break,you guys should hv a rest! OKAAAAAY,yeah right. We only rested for 1 week

Tmr theres the Sports Carnival thingy. Im so not lookin forward to it. Obviously,its in school. Another thing,my mom is a big kepo. She told me that she was listening to 1 sec2 boys talking bout a girl in the mrt. She just said " The boy so katek ayam & still can announce to the world that he like a girl name Nurul". Wtf hahaha,now my brother just told my mom that his friend stalk girls. And believe it or not his only sec1 -..- Okay bye yo i wanna eat again haha

Heh sorry I kinda dont come here anymore. i moving to tumblr soon kay byebye

Haha yes i stand like that in the mrt all the time. Look at my hair in the pic,so long. But now all being chopped off. My ponytail became a pigtail haha yes my fault cos I itchy backside wanna cut. Okay these few days was okay,i guess.

Monday - Home > Sch > Band > Home

Tuesday - Home > Sch > Went to Jp w Shud,Yanny & Raudha > Met E & W at Yewt > Home

HAHA today - Home > Walked to sch w Saiyuan,Keechong,Minen & Joanne > Walked back home hahahahahahaha

Oh another thing,

To you again : All your pictures are in my computer. I dont even know I deleted some,oh I think cos I needed to clear out my mmr memory cos not enough space. I know you dont treat me as a friend okay then you can treat me as a wall. Looking back at some of my posts,I just realised most of my posts dont refer to you. Theres only 2 that did. The otherssssss....I was refering to someone else. Okay thank u

Hey this is to you :

Damn you type so long. Firstly,i have alot going through my mind & Im really very stressed bout everything now. Do you know how much pressure is on me ? I have to go for band almost everyday & everytime I go the more stress I get. Do you think its easy to get a gold for SIBF ? I know I kinda judge you. But cmon give me a break,I tried to turn everything around if you notice but sadly I couldnt. If you think that not being friends with me will make you feel better than okay Im not saying anything. I need to be focus in something else now & I dont need anymore distractions. Im not covering anything that im doing now. Push all the blame on me,i deserve it seriously. Hate me forever,dont talk to me,be friends with others I kinda need that punishment.


Your killing me inside do you know that ? And when I step on stage,ready to perform my solo,i'll freak out & screw up cos I know somebody is not supporting me for the rest of my life. Im not ruining your life,it will soon be better cos im not there anymore. It kinda hurts,im gettin ugly dark circles under my eyes for crying late at night these past days. You know why I talk to you ? Cos I felt wrong & uncertained of where am i standing in my life. I was brought up differently,i dont know whats the feeling of needin to earn someones trust and respect towards you. You need to hear me out. You need to understand,I may get angry at you but the next day i try to make it go away.


And please about the memory card,I've forgotten about it. I thought problem solved but you brought it back up. I mean why? And huh about deleting your photos ? What I delete your photos ? That part I seriously dont understand. Suddenly about photos being deleted ? Huh ?


I will never stop fightin w you ? Just wait another 2 years and i'll be out of your life for good. You dont have to see my stupid face in sch anymore. You'll be moving on & i'll be moving on too. You can forget about me. I know Im a bitch so just delete me from your life. You dont need bitches in your life,your better off w'out bitches. And im sorry if I made you fight w J,you think I dont feel the guilt ? Guilty is my middle name now. Guilt are running thru my veins. Im super guilty right now. Everyday i try to smile & forget everything thats happening cos I got even bigger things to worry about. And sorry for blaming you ,im kinda heartbroken about the things happening to my life. I dont wanna loose another family member,im stressed out. My uncle passed away last year & I dont want anything tragic happening to me again.


I dont tell you about whats gg on in my family bcause i dont want anyone to know. I bet if you knew,you'll understand why am I feeling this way,why do i keep running away from my feelings & all those other things. Okay bye

Kinda feeling stress lately. Well,alot of things has been going thru my mind. First thing,SIBF is killing me,im serious. And blablablablablablabla. Im so freakin nervous for sibf & believe it or not im shaking right now. Okay thats all I wanna sleep now bye

Kay just now I realised among my friends,theres only some who I can trust. That I can tell them anything no matter what. Some of my friends are two-faced biches & backstabbers. I used to fight alot w Yus but now we're like so close. Ya la what to do I see her face most of the time mahh hahahaha jk jk yeah shes awesome I mean really :D Love ya soff. Oh like Ros too but she has always stood by me eventhough I was always in the wrong ,love yaa. And who said guys cant be trusted ? I've been so close to Wawan & Eirfan. They can be trusted,love you gays too. And farris the stupid ball gazer,him too. No matter how annoying he is,his still the best :D


Today : Sch > Stay-back > Yewt w E & W > Lib w E,W & H > Home

Im so so so so so so so tired now. Just came back home from band. For you guys to know,band will end at 9.30pm fuish balek malam. Competition is drawing near & I keep thinking that i cant do it. Or like what if I couldnt play on that day ? Most people say,dont be nervous you tend to screw up. But HELL I'll definitely be nervous,I only got 1 chance on that freakin stage & sadly theres no turning back at this point of time ):

After band,went to LotOne to eat w Jiongh,Saiyuan,Keechong & Min en. Complete jokers,theres I was starin into space and then I heard somebody singing hahahahaha omg. This dude wait this half-dude was singing " Last christmas I gave you my heart but the very next day you gave away...........". Sumpah kelaka gile hahaha kay now i fckin boooored. Haha bye I wanna sleep & eat

Sorry I kinda need to let out my anger here. Sumpah now I very angry. Its about a friend of mine. Fui,I know you want to know. But haha no can do Im not revealing the name. Okay seriously ? Were you there when I need you ? No. Kau cume kesahkan pasal diri kau tu. How long have we been friends ? And I dont understand you still. I dont like being friends w you. Cos I know your fake. Freaking fake. Sometimes idk if I should tell you anything cos you cant be trusted. I was always the one whom you tell your f problems too but have you ever cared about mine ? Uhh,dont you realise that im avoidin you ? But too bad i cant but i am trying to. Well fuck you

I was freakin childish in sch today haha idk why. I was eating twisties & oreos all over sch. Omg wtf I forgotten that i got a tumblr account nevermind later I update. Somebody said that my posts all merepek2 haha abeh asl kau bace bodo ? Okay,Im kinda sick of layaning somebodys shit. Might as well you control your shit thats comin out of ass. Its easier that way. Shit thrs band tmr oh no booooooring.


Most people I know are real unlike you. Your different,your freakin fake. And to somebody else,stop irritating the hell out of me. You think its very funny ah? Omg get yourself a life. Stop saying that I keep on picking on people. Hello,im straight-forward. This is why im not close to you. You piss me off everytime okay thank u

Yoooooooos,hi im back. Finally aft a month of torture. What i did the whole June hols :
BAND BAND BAND BAND GO OUT BAND BAND BAND BAND THEN THE BARBAQUE THEN BAND BAND POP ! :D Dah cukop ? Kay bye I wanna go upload the barbeque pics lata alot of ppl scold he he he ^^^^

Wahhhhh omg my ptc was like my ass. I mean like I fail my english by 0.3marks believe it or not? Seriously ah because of my english I fail the whole freakingggg mid-year. Next year kau retain kay Shazlina. Before knowing my results I was like one fucking happy go lucky girl now I can just go to hell. Im soo gonna study my butts off no joke. You'll see me w a book in my hand everyday even during band. Next year is my N's. I seriously cant play afool now. Getting good grades is my first priority from now on.


Hell,Mr song was like shootin me in my head. He was " Your daughter has attitude problem. When shes happy she behave very well but when shes angry she starts shouting & being very rude. All the displine heads has somethng bad to say about her & blablalbablabla". Ya la I know I not perfect at least Im still one of the better ones in class okay? I dont skip classes like my father sch or shout really really loud in class as if Singapore got war. I respect teachers,well some. Some of them treat me like shit of cos ah I treat them the same.


W T F SHAZLINA you are so dumb now. You can just call yourself a stupid blonde minus the blonde part my hair black colour. This is what you get for doing absolutely nothing w your life. I wanna go kill myself haha. Seriously,Im gonna revise on my science at night (:

Me and Shuhadda's creation haha I didnt eat this dough this time

Raudha say she dont want to take picture then I go do this to her

ROS EYES ! HA HA HA damn shes gonna cut off my head tmr for puttin this pic up

See I toldcha Bharath was irritating. Look at this pic of him

Shuhadda say we all step cute and innocent hahaha kuangajar

HA HA HA HA I was very bored okay just now O.O

Raudha's pose

I pretend like I kene possess but then tak jadi cos I laugh aft doing that

Ros drinking beeeeeeeeeeer ~

This is me sad and waiting for the others to finish frying their doughnuts. They so long sia

Shud muke fake,she was like errr cepat la cepat hahahahaha!

This was yesterday we all waiting for our yummy yummy bread

Me & Shud's creation all done. Fulamak seeeeeeeeeeedap kan !

Bharath and his stories

Okay today went to sch then went to Toa Payoh Baking Sch. Hahaha,I ate seaweed all the way. Going there these past days has been a daily routine for us. We got use to it alrd,reached there and Chef Hafizh was taking us. I could see the joy on Azyan & Raudha's face. Those two gile alrd to tell you guys the truth. We made doughnuts today. Theres this one part where we all had to wait for our doughnuts to settle down or smth. Then Bharath started talking about Hindustan movies hahaha you can imagine. He say what la what la then the girl & boy dance around the tree or whtver. Haha I kept laughing. Then about the fake fighting,like example : he say " The knife go through the heart right ? Then the guy still can stand there take out the knife and continue to fight. Action hero only sia". Hahaha he say that serious shit funny.

Okay then went to Lot One & now im back kay byebye

I wish Demi was like this again. Anw today is a very boring Sunday. I didnt do anything today. The most exciting I did today was eating kfc at home. Yes theres sectional in the morning tmr thanks to my sec1s who semangat wanna come for morning prac. Thanks yo i wanna sleep you know -..- Im transferrin songs to my hp,everytime ppl see my hp then they will say " Your phone only got 2 songs ? Walao pathetic sia ". Hahaha ppl problem ah wanna put how many songs. Okay byebye I wanna choose songs to put inside my phone byebye again.

Some of the pictures we took at Toa Payoh Baking sch

While waiting for the bus to come,seriously we had to wait quite long for the bus cos our class ended early unlike yesterday. I dont like to be early you know chef,

I trying to be like mat moto then shuhadda minah tudong. Hehehe

I love them all. From left : Shud,Ros,Raudha & Yanny ♥

Hahaha,we doing the abracadabra thing or whtever. Hahaha only we know why its funny lol.

This is mr khaidir's pose hahahaha. Regent very reasonable hahaha cb cb.

Ignore the girl face tryin to act sexy but not. I wanna start wearing these types of outfits from now on. Oh should I go to Shuqun's concert ? I should right ? Okay I should.

Had band just now. I was draggin my legs to sch,serious. Settle some qm stuff w Marsya haha she and I so stress. I had to run up and down and up and down. Shazlina this is what you call exercise. Then had combine w Mr lim then aft band went to at Burger King w Syaf,Umi,Siang yee,Faisal & Zhi hao. At first we were all laughin & joking around. Suddenly we felt cold out of a sudden haha so decided to go home. Yes I update my tumblr more than I update this blog. Okay what happen this whole week ah? I think I rmbr

Monday - School > Band > Home

Tuesday - School > Okay I forget where I go > Home

Wednesday - I sleep at home the whole day. Hehehe (Y)

Thurday - School > Toa Payoh Baking Sch > School > Idk where I go > Home

Friday - School > Toa Payoh Baking Sch > School > Band > Slack w gays > Home

Okay byebyebyebye

Demi does not have a weird smile kay ros. Look at this picture