Whats up w me nowadays? I've not been paying attention to anything. Dang,im seriously changing. Im usually the one whos highhhh & i used to care bout my friends alot. But nowadays,i've stop caring. Not exactly stop caring but not as much. This year,my schedule's freaking tight. Im just too tired to layan all this fights & arguements. I hear gossips & i dont spread. I chitchat w friends & the next thing you knw i dissapear. Typical me. I get irritated & agigated easily. Im always feeling bored. I dont laugh as much as last year. Im worned out.

Hey,nothing really happen today. Its a Friday & Im suppose to be happy but Im not. Aft sch,had band prac. i didnt intend to go to sch today but botak asked me to. My eyes are all puffy and all due to the lack of sleep. Aft prac,slacked at Mentah for awhile. I was hearing the boring chats. Thanks alot for making me bored. Otw to Cck Mrt,me & Wawan sang Fairly Odd Parents theme song. We were both like " Timmy is an average kid that no one understands,mom & dad & Vicky always giving him commands. Ne ne ne ne ne ne ne ne ne ne ne ne ne & Na na na na na na na na na na na na na. ". Hahaha,we didnt know the lyrics to the song so NE and NA became the lyrics. Reached home at 8plus. :P


- Stupid & Bodoh Shazlina

I'll be updating for this week except Friday cos Friday haven pass. Oh hey btw, (:


Monday
Had sch then band. Booooooooring ~

Tuesday
Aft sch,followed Ruggers to R.I. The sch's super huge I tell you. Me,Jun & Faz were like jakons. Im serious,i was shock that their sch toilet had sprays. In their canteen,theres POPULAR. I was like WOAH. Unlike Regent,nak gi toilet punye susah. Saw Syafiq S.A. (: Yes,finally aft 3 years? Si boootak, Okay. Arep & Khalis injured. Get well soon guys.


Wednesday
Teman-ed Syaf to Lot1,then went back to sch w Ashqn to watch soccer match. Aft that ASHQN WENT BACK HOME. Khalis,Jun,me & Fan went back home together. Had tuition aft that.


Today
Class sitting arrangement change. I was sitting like somewhere over the rainbow from Ashqn,Syaf & Shud. Since I talk too much,I have to be shifted far away. Thanks alot mulot. Yeah aft walked to Yewt w Fan & Wan.
Then went back home.

Shazlina is a stupid girl. I used to get irritated when ppl said that line to me when I was a lil girl. I thought stupid was a bad word. But now,Im proud to use the word STUPID daily. Thank you TV for teaching me the word STUPID. Idk what show I learnt that from. When I was younger I used to curse that damn blues clues.The guy in the show is really dumb sia. He would be " Do you see a pawprint ? ". Then I would shout " There behind you ! ". Then he would be like " Where ? I dont see a pawprint.". Then I would say " STUPID la you. Behind behind !". Hahaha,oh oh & that bodoh gile Dora the Explorer. She keeps singing & singing non-stop down the hill. If I followed Steffi to see Dora in real life. I would go up to her & start beating her up to death. And whats the monkey's name ? Oh,BOOTS. Ahh,he also kene bantai from me. Im not here to crush young kiddo's spirits. But its true.

Everyday just goes by reminding me of the last time someone msged me. I didnt knw somebdy could get angry at you & ignore you for your entire life. But this time,it wasnt precisely my fault nor was it his. But why put the blame on me ? I wasnt the one who cos all this. Small matters you make it into a big one. Pandai eh kau,just when I get my hopes up something bad happens. And there it goes tearing my heart into a zillion pieces. I used tease you alot bout your awesome english. This somebody scared the fish out of me by pranking me. Stupid Shazlina go and believe. Ask June,i cried on the phone like bodoh,screaming & yelling otp telling her on how this could happen to me. Things change,people dont change but the friendship between me & this someone fell apart.

I tried to forget this person but
everytime at night before I sleep,tht freaking person's face keeps entering my
mind trying to make my peaceful sleep a nightmare. I show a fake smile everyday
to show everyone tht nothings wrong. But I just couldnt take it anymore today. I
dont feel like faking anymore cos it hurts even more. Sorry friends for my
down-ness just now. I just dont think I could fake being highhhh at all. Im
tired of this someone. So please go away. I dont want you back then ended up me
getting hurt again. Im not bodoh anymore. And bout your birthday,its just a day.
So,yeah no present for you on the 7th April. Thanks for everything " buddy
".

Let me update bout today. Seriously,i hate today cos I had to do something in sch which i really hate. The thing's actually hilarious. But to me,its not. So dont laughhh. Had Chem Common test today. Okay,when I looked at the freaking paper,all I could see is cartoon characters. I was basically staring in space for 15mins. Heck,i was sleeeeeeeeepy. Finished the paper in 20mins & had my sleeping time(WOOH!). I didnt want to get up aft the paper but the period aft was MotherTongue. Buat kacau je,


Aft MT,me & Ashqn went to the toilet. Ended up,we were late for half an hour. Yes,its because of me actually. In class,i wasnt paying attention at all to whtver Cher's saying cos my mind is like smewhr else. I was hving flashbacks of you knw wht & it really sucks to the coreeeeeeee. Then somebdy decided to sing songs about * you knw wht*. It has 4 letters. Those who knw,please do not spread. Kesian sak dier besok. On the way up to class aft recess,we played tendang2 w the takraw ball. Ashqn accidentally kicked into class 2-6. So much for an expert. Shud tendang sampai rolled down the stairs. Seriously,we 6 people screams & laughters equal to 10000000 people punye biseng.


Blablabla,aft sch had remedial w Ms Simah. Okay,it was hilarious. Then did Art. Let me warn you guys,dont ever stand near si Huiqin. Abes dier paint kau. She had this green paint on her hand. The next thing you knw,both arms of mine were painted. Thanks alot nyonya. Haha! Aft tht,went to Yewtee. Bought Bubbletea,reached home at 7plus. Argh,thrs SS common test tmr. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I hate SS.
So-sial studies. ):


Im currently hearing to Miley Cyrus - Goodbye. This song brings back memories to my past. Okay,which was like a month ago but its still a past. Yeah,im still crying myself to sleep. Im still blaming myself for being super dumb. Argh,stupid Shazlina.



" Cos im gonna wipe that smile on your know-it-all face." - Selena Gomez ; Stop and Erase
" Cos I was there when you said forever and always." - Taylor Swift ; Forever & Always
" I've been saying that wont fall this time. But nw im walkin,walkin within enemy lines." - Demi Lovato ; Behind Enemy Lines

" I remember when we kissed,I still feel it on my lips. The time that you danced w me,with no music playing. I remember the simple things,I remember till I cry. But the one thing I wished I'd forget,the memory I wanna forget is goodbye." - Miley Cyrus ; Goodbye

Goodbye ♥

I just felt bored so I uploaded Demi Lovato's photos. If you guys are wondering who is she. Shes the girl from Camp Rock & Sonny With A Chance. Yeah,she changed alot in 2 years. She has two albums if you guys know. You guys should hear "Behind Enemy Lines". I really really love that song. Btw,today sucks.