Helloooooooooo people (:

Woke up at 6.30am and head to sch for the performance at YMG. It was pretty pathetic actually cos when i almost reached the sch,i saw all the band members sitting at the sch's bus stop cos the gate wasnt open yet. So,i decided to call Syaf & Jun to ask whr were they. Guess wht ? Ones otw out,the other one just woke up frm sleeeeep -..- Sape aja ? Kiterorg ajar sendiri. Hahaha,

Okay,then falled in,took our instruments from the music room & WALKED to Yew Mei Green. Noel was like " Dont you find us all like a joke ? ". Omg,paiseh nak mmpos. Just imagine one whole band walking on the pavement w instruments in our hands. Omg,yes omg. Had our performances under the sun,wht a sad day you can say.

Aft falling out,me & Jun headed to Yewt Point to buy ICE. Skali,her parents call ajak mkn dekat Golden Wings or whtever you call it. So,me and Jun patah balek to Yewt Point. Jun's dad scared me to hell,he wanted to pay the lady skali the wallet kluar api. My reaction was priceless. Just imagine fire coming out of a wallet,tak terkejot pe ?

Then got this SOMEBODY msged,asking whens my birthday & all. And asking me to kayo pelan2 sudah. Hahaha,you know i know. I was like texting tht somebdy the whole way sampai Jun binget. Awwwww,this is wht i call bonding w a backside by ignorin the backside. Hahaha! Padan muke,taste your own medicine.

Then went to Basement. Padehal bukan basement,its only called basement cos the place was not on the hill. Fania tarok handphone sembarang,then i helped him simpan. Skali,sampai terbwk alek rumah. Returning back to him tmr, so his phoneless for the night. * laughs evil-ly *,sorry ?

Hey,up for takraw ? - i hope tmr will be different.

Byeeeeeeeee!

Falling back down

Okay,hello.

I've some things to say. Where am i gonna start ?

To Huiqin : Okay,urm. I've nothing to say to you since your the person who keeps talking behind my back. And yeah,i dont like hanging around w the same ppl everyday,naek jelak siak. Im not right & i cant say tht im wrong. Cos whtever im doing now,im doing it and not you. Did i say anything about you these few days in sch ? Well,no. And look whos the one whos talking fuck things about me ? Im sorry tht i dont hv much time for you. But please understand,i got tight schedules. Why dont you eat w us during recess ? Instead of MIA-ing,i hope tht helps ?

To Syu : Omg yes,we used to fight like crazy sia. At least,you dont advertise me badly on your blog. I didnt say i wanted to go w the guys,but i feel more secure around them. Cos look at us girls now,backstabbing each other like stupid asses. You tell me,should i hang w people who talks bad about me ? Im learning to accept you around me and all. I knw i can be moody & angry most of the time. Yeah,my moodswings. Sorry babe (:

To Syaf : Urm,i dont think i got alot to say to you cos no more i'll be seeing you the most in sch AND in band. Oh,im sorry for not hanging around w you girls that often. I admit that im kinda drifting away frm you girls. But please,cut me some slack. I nd my own space to live and breathe wht i like to do. Thanks (:

To Ros : You'll forever be my mommay. (: Ily.

To June : Hahahahahaha,i have nothing. Cos i see you everyday aft sch and in band. Haha,jerko. Did we hv a nice walk around the entire yewtee just now? Wtfffffff. Haha,loser.

To Ashqn : Oh well,im sorry for drifting aprt frm you & the rest. I knew this was going to happen. I can cut my time in two if it makes any different to you cos well,im keepin alot of things about me behind your back. I dont wna share it w you and the rest. You think i dont knw tht im changing,i know. I can feel it,im not the person who i used to be. Im not the old me. I know i've change,but things come around and i'll change back. I just nd some freakin durian to drop on my head to knock some sense in me. See you in sch. (:

Dont pull me down w you

Dakota Fanning

Miranda Cosgrove

Kendall Jenner

Oh hey :D

I was surfing the Internet when i saw three stars were all grown upppppp. They're almost the same age as ME ! Okay,i knw some of you guys must think. Who the hell is Kendall Jenner ? Shes Kim's Kardashian half younger sis.

I stayed at home whole today. Watched Wild Child,Enchanted & BandSlam on tv. When i look at the time dah 7pm. Omg,yes. Yo peeps,sorry for not answering or replying your msgs today. Kinda engross in watching the shows. Theres school tmr,how i wish it was sch holidays again. School sucks.

Worst of all,tmr theres morning practice for me. Argh,super binget. Dah besok band satu hari,but wht to do. Nak quit pon takbleh. This is what i call REGRET. Just two more years and im out of regent. I haven done my homework. Omg,i dont know wht homework i hv. Shuts,

Don't fall too deep
Into the death trap
There is nothing to gain
And everything to lose

You get attached
To people you don't know
Only to get hurt
For their stupid show

Your mind gets boggled
With thoughts that aren't there
Your heart gets crushed
Just so they can snicker

The internet is my trap
Just like many others
Do not fall too deep
Into your death trap

Bye (:

- Theres nothing more capturing than happiness

Friendship is something that grows through the years
Withstanding feelings of anger, joy and tears
It is something you cannot live without
A friend you can turn to when in doubt
They should listen carefully and not speak a word
For you would do the same when they want to be heard
A person you can confide in, learn from and trust
This is a friend and everyone must
Be able to have someone just like this
Not a boyfriend to hug, cuddle and kiss
But a person so special, faithful and true
The only one I can think of is a person like you
Our friendship is strong, healthy and great
Through the years I see its wonderful fate
A fate of laughs, greatness and fun
We have only one life to live and this is the one
The past- full of memories that runs through my head
The bad ones never talked about or said
Every moment of life should glisten with fresh morning dew
This reminds me of the greatest friendship one ever knew.

Author - Unknown.

Hello. (:

First week of sch has passed & im sick of it. I mean im sick of sch,anyone agree ? Okay,i've found

a new clan to be aft sch w everyday. Haha,bunch of monkeys. Sec three alrd,must change the way i * fly *. Lets play Truth or Promise everyday aft sch kay ? Omg,no. Hate tht game. I hope that game dies soon.

Okay,ystd wasnt really much of happiness either. Had sch then band. Met up w clans then went home w Atyqa,Wawan,Eirfan & SyafiqC. The rest went home on the opposite direction. I can choose which way i wanted to go but i decided to go the CCK way cos got grandfather wna tell story.

Then today,had band also ! Boleh mati. Haha,guess what ? i overslept. Baek tak ? Siak ah,org penat seh. Okay reached at 9plus am. Actually nd to fall in at 8.30am but ....... ! Hahaha. Okay aft band,ate at LJS w Yeewan,Noel,Suling,Junaidah,Daryl & shoe stepper HAZEL ! Omg,hazel keep on stepping my shoe you know. Chatted w Atyqa and Wawan just now. And now im posting !

Kay,byeeeee.

Hey again.

I wna state something about my few days aft new yer,kay ? Backstabbers wow-ed me. I dont care anymore. Suke hati kau ! Backstabbers will always be backstabbers. Like those two faced dogs ? I guess everybody should knw. Not stating any names here. But pls jgn terase if you think this person might be you. Just afew years and you'll be out of my life for good.

I hate fights and arguements. Just dont try me. I dont care if you hate me cos i i've been left alone before. All those shit talking people said about me. Now my armour's steel. You knw wht ? I hate you. I really really really hate you. I made a big mistake you know. And now i hate you aloooooooooooooooot. More than before. You see i never hated you that much until NAOW!

Okay,pegi mampos alright ?
Im making this statement cos i feel like it. Letting out my anger as you see. But people change and my feelings change. So,maybe,i mean maybe,tmr i'll accept you as my friend again. Thanks.


-Shzlina
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(:

Yoyoyoyo !

Today,so far,has been the most interesting experience tht happen to me this year. Okay,new friends has suppose to be made right ? Time for me to live my life differently. I aint following people no more. I gotta start living my own life ya'll knw. Well,some people as you see are the controllers. Let them control others ? Not me. I aint part of your body,freakkk. Goodluck w your life (:

Went to sch w Bharath today. It rained pretty intense. I was trying to open my umbrella when Bharath called me at the back. Super hilarious. I was like " stupid sia my umbrella. Cnt open at all.'. Then he try can sia. Okay,maybe im the dumb one here.

Okay blablablablablablabla,aft sch. Met up w June and gays. Did homework and stuff. I laughed non-stop. What to do ? They really did tickle my funny bone. Atyqa was thr too. I dont wna update too much here cos most of it is top secret. I mean TOP SECRET ! Okay,so dont try your luck asking. Thanks.

Went home w Eirfan,Wawan & Atyqa. You guys & girls really made my day the best. Hahahahaha! Okay,something happen to me ystd. Arep and June should know. Omg,it scared me to death. Thanks alot my dear friend that tricked me about smth BIG ! Thanks bnyk2 A.


Okay,bye (: